im so sorry...

i did something wrong n stupid

when u feel  like u can tell someone bout something

dun tell to much or jz tell de details to only 1 person

maximum 2 only...dun be like parrot mouth lor

seriously it can hurt ur frens, families n urself !

i've been feeling so wrong n confuse lately

sometimes when u wana trust tat someone

it turns out he or she hav another scary face tat

u dun know...n sometimes u dun feel like

trusting he or she anymore...

im trying to keep everyone around me

as happy as possible without hurting anyone of them

n myself too probably...

WTF !!!

OMG...WTF lor seriously...

dun thk tat sometimes i dun talk back or argue back

u thk tat i dun hav temper n feelings lor

who do u thk u r...suddenly lose temper like tat

i already help u in the best way i can...

bt u dun appreciate it n when u cant accept the truth

u blame it on me...pls la...take a big mirror

n c ur reflection on it la...who the hell u thk u r

shit !!! dun make me lose my temper in front of u

i swear to god u wont wana c it

when i explode !!! it will be like japan earthquake + tsunami lor

im stress n under pressurred !

i am stress n under a lot of pressure

bt its nt due to my uni work or assignment

its always about human between human's

RELATIONSHIP

whether it is friendship or love

sometimes being a good listeners is good

fr frens, cousin, family n others

bt when 1 person absorb too much

n dun release...tat person wil explode !

sometimes its very hard to make a decision

n especially when u realise tat

watever decision u make it will

eventually hurt 1 person n it depends on which u choose

to sacrifice by turn or all the time

my weakness in making decision or doin somethn

is to thk of a way to make everyone

happy n satisfy wit it BUT

sometimes its nt tat easy...n it makes me

wana die...seriously bcos it feels like

turning left is wrong n turning right is wrong

bt straight ahead is a dead end

n u gotta choose on turning left n right

at tat time...watever decision u make

u will hurt the other one n which 1 wil u choose ?

it always sucks to face all of tis

n everytime i manage to be in all those situations

i dunno y...some teach me to runaway

bt i jz cant...n tat is my weakness n stupidity

who can help me...i dun thk so

ooo n i really miss u wenz

u r alwiz my listener n giv me advise n help me

u r the neutral in solving my prob

bt nw u r in australia...aikzzzzz

v used to go out n release my stress

bt nw u r nt here i dunno who to find

im really stress out in all this things

4th March 2011

its my university side punya family gathering

since nadya n hong jun change grp

v seldom c them so v made a deal

of having lunch every friday cz 

tats the only time v had break together n long

n then the next class is combine class at LT1 !!!

yay...hahaha lol n they really are

so quiet n seldom talk during their class

n when they c us...OMG their mouth

doesnt stop n wont stop !!! LOL !

v went to ss15 at the market there

for lunch...v ate economy rice yo...

so long havent been there d

its the cheapest place to eat at sunway, pj n subang

as fr dinner...v went to a fine dining japanese restaurant

at old klang road to eat...hehe

eventhough its quite expensive

bt the quality met the pricing

n the most important of all

v all have a great time

v reserved for a table of 10 

n v gt the biggest room they have hahahaha

so classy n yeng lor...LOL

the cars outside are all nice cars

n their valet service is so efficient !

this is the outside view...the name of the restaurant

tis is the most intresting part cz
eventhough v had the normal menu of hard copy in our hand
they also provide soft copy of their menu
inside an APPLE IPAD for us
to view the pictures...v were so shocked !!!

v took some pics while waiting for our orders

OMG...i hav learned to bcum a bit camwhore d
since i hav my ipod...ishhh

tis is wat i ate tat dinner...a sashimi tempura set
its RM42 fr tat set bt its very filling
n the sashimi's are all delicious !
the tempura is nice also
other than tat it also comes wit chawanmushi,
rice, miso soup n also 3 types of fruits

fr me its quite worth it n im so full tat night
average of us spent RM50 each
bt the food r all ver delicious
i surely will return bt nt tat often hehe

then when v go back to suriamas
me, pc, hm n rex play mahjong
till 4am in the morning lor
at 1st v play fr fun n it gets kinda boring
so v play money n it gets more excited
dun ever let the parents know !!!

1st week of semester

omg...my final year degree start liao
n its only the 1st week nw
feel like die-ing already
ishhh...everyone is like separate d
cz grping according to french lvl

ahhh our grp getting smaller
i dun wan tis to happen !!!
i wan everyone to be together !!!
my timetable is super cacat
omg...i wana faint d ishh

meh si ooo

wat the hell men !!!
i go back to suriamas cz
the next goin LCCT together wit
houng jun, biyan, rex n soph
then when i open the door
suddenly felt like
i enter wron hse !
OMG...the living room has turn
into a casino...n cinema

my other hsemates frens
r all hangin out there
n some more all guys n
the worst part is without clothes
OMG...i feel so insecure
n no safety at all
n my room is like turned upside dwn
ishh...kill me ahhh
im so tired...sleeping soon !!!

family potrait

This picture was taken the day before

Wen Wen went to adelaide, aussie

hehe finally its was a family potrait

the pic of the 8 of us all together !!!

10 years only can take 1 pic like tat

so its super duper precious

may everyone of us gt our mission done !!!

each of us has different dreams n ambition

so gambateh gals n dreams come true !!!

ladies day

 today was fun...!!!

went out wit my mom, big aunt n great aunt...

hehe...i know all aunties but the point is...

my mom is there n tat means 

i dun need to pay for anything !!!

yahoo...!!!

well at first v went to Sunway Med Centre

cz mom n aunty need to go there

for check up...mom need to treat her leg

n my big aunt need to treat her SLE...

so v ditch the mens aside n v ladies went

from 2pm till 10pm hehehe

except for my small aunt which needs to work

well v finally know wat happen to my mom's leg

that's a relieve cz the doc knows hw to cure her

n v know wats happening to her leg

bt eventhough the doc say nt to walk too much

v still went to Sunway Pyramid

for dinner n shop a little

n tis is the solution i had fr her

by sitting in a wheelchair n v push her around

OMG...if my dad knows he sure will scold her

even leg cacat dy also go shopping hehehe

my happy face after a whole day at sunways...

ooo bought a dress for frens wedding

it was only rm50 n if buy 2 is rm75

so i make my mom bought another dress

hahaha...so thoughtful of me

sick-ing

aikz...friday had a sudden fever attack

plus sore throat, cough n flu...GOSH

till nw only haven fully recovered

still gt a little bit sore throat ahhh

tml having steamboat wit yuenyi, xiner, xinroong n annie

it will be makan makan again hahaha

and it will be fun...bt without wen wen

haven get use to it yet hmm

farewell for wenz...

yesterday went out with the gals

at last its a full attendance of the family

hehe everyone is so busy n

hav different plans fr their future !!!

went to Station One [opp LM] for lunch

then went to LM kai kai a while

then after tat at night went sing k...

its was quite fun n funny

then annie n me stay overnight at wenz hse

v slept at around 5am in the morning

OMG...then wake up at 9am...ishhhh

panda eyes coming out again...shit...

then today annie n me n hong jun will be goin to KLIA

to sent wen off n to c her fr the last time

before she go Australia...

ishhh...annie keep making the atmosphere sad

n weird lor...dunno will i cry a not ?

i thk i might...bt they say i wont...

i dunno...bt we'll c later lol