f.r.i.e.n.d.s

What is the meaning behind this word ( f.r.i.e.n.d.s ) ?

someone who used to be very close but now has lost contact
someone who is always there for you no matter what has now ignored you
someone who used to be a few steps away but now is a million miles away
someone who used to share everything with you but now has no words for you

a relationship that you think it will last forever and remain the same no matter what is fading each day as we grow and heading towards own goals

it is a kind of bond that needs every ones effort in keeping it alive

is there no friendship that will last forever until the end?

it is a simple yet difficult word

05.05

UBAH

Forward vs Backwards

Life is about looking forward towards life and not backwards
However, human being tend to look backward often
Rather than to look forward in life

When you are studying in primary school,
You wish that you can grow up quickly and go into secondary school

When you are studying in secondary school,
You wish that all the exam nightmares can past real quick,
So that you wouldn't waste time studying things that you don't like,
And to study whatever interests you in college or university

When you are a college or university student,
You hope that the semester will past quickly,
Because assignments and exams are killing you,
And the fees are killing your parents,
Therefore you feel like working to lessen their burden

When you finally graduated and step into the working life,
You finally wish that time will slow down,
You will even wish harder for time to turn back,
As study life is much more easier and lesser responsibilities

When we are young we tend to wish that time moves faster,
But as time moves to a certain point in your life,
You wish that time can move slower,
How ever we wish that time can turn back,
It will never happen so cherish every moment that we have now
Rather than wishing for impossible things to happen.

Society

Trying to fit into the society after graduation
Tried working in operations and admin
Had once lost directions while looking for jobs
Had experienced how complicated a human being can be

Had finally realize what I want to become
So looked for the job that I wanted
Finally found it and thought that
This is the first step for me to
Start my career path

However, recently there has been like a war
Why does the older generation does not listen to us (newer generation) ?
They claim that they 'eat salt more than we eat rice'
Therefore they are always right
Please open up your ears to listen to us
Even though we don't have much experiences
We fresh graduates are not idiots
We don't claim to be right all the time
We just want to have more communications and discussions
TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM NOT CREATE ANOTHER PROBLEM

We are thought to always look forward
But if you keep looking backwards with your theory
Then what is the point of teaching us to look forward ?
Are they mainly just words ? For fun ?
Please go with the flow
We are all in the 21st Century now

我的心破了。。。
只要做好自己的工作那久可以了。

Enjoying Life !

Enjoyed my life to the fullest tis year!

Went to a lot places wit frens...=)

Learn a lot of things also

not just in studies but also in life

'the person hurts u the most is the one closest to u'

well had a nice n wonderful breakfast

before goin to class every morning

i had subway so thought of try something new too

well...tis is my masterpiece! =)

all those pictures took during sabah trip

i love tis pic so much

edited using my phone app lol

its on my wallpaper!

tis is improvise frm a pic using special effect

although alwiz camwhore in tis position

bt at least the background change!

ooo korean bbq ! yum yum...=)

had tis wit ee on sunday !

after watching harry potter wit her

tis is taken at taylors lakeside campus

the campus starting to hav more animals

except fishes in lake n pond

nw...duck!

hmmm ROAST DUCK !!!

well...gonna enjoy more while i still can !

Sabah Trip

went for holiday again wit college frens

im starting to get fobia of airplanes !

OMG....its like printing money lo

hav to stop d...i stil gt France trip! =)

anyway had a fun trip hehe

v played water rafting & water sports

including snorkeling...we spend 1 whole day at beach

end up everyone got sunburn

and skin starts peeling off after 3 days

(like snake changing skin...LOL)

went to Labuan also fr the chocolates & liquer

spend a night thr cz only gt 2 timing to go thr

we went thr by ferry & OMG i almost vomit 

its no fun at all....cn go thr by airplane bt expensive

well...had a great time there!

everyone went crazy & especially whn they are drunk

hahahaha LOL & whn we are back in KL

here starts the movie marathon!!! yeah...=)

mix feelings & confused

u will tend to be sad when u cnt c de person u miss

for lets say about few hours....

its worst when its for few weeks...!

but there is ntg u can do about it....

but when u get in touch wit him...in other words

if he sms u or call u...

ur day will be lighten up straight away

n u will choose ur words wisely

its even worst when the person u love

will only just love u as a sister or

in special case...a daughter then u will jz hav to bear wit it

if its better to keep it tat way than

to lose everything thn jz keep tat relationship

family outing

there's a 'family' outing wit waverly family

hahahaz long time didnt c them d

n im so sorry ah yee tat v postpone it until so long

bt lately really everyone quite busy

well v did went put n had a great time together

especially wit annie(mom) hahaha

she hate it whn i cal her too loud...ooops

i like tis pic so much !!!!

everyone is soo pretty...hahahaha

what is L.O.V.E ?!

L.O.V.E 

what is this 4 letters represent?

what does this word mean?

what is the rules and regulations for it?

what are the criterias in it?

 why do people have to fall in it?

does it bring happiness or sorrows?

does it bring people together or separates them?

is it sweet or bitter?

this 4 letter word is commonly found among us

bt does it really bring us happiness like everyone expected

or does it bring sorrows unexpectedly

physically it may seems happy, sweet, memories bt

mentally it may bring sorrows, bitter and nightmare

why do we have to fall into this trap

and there are no rules and regulation in order

to guide us or solve the problems and curiosity

once u go wrong u can never make it right

to some people it is a greatest thing that has ever happen to their lifes

bt to some other people it is the most terrible thing that has ever happen to their lifes

love has no wrong and right action or steps

it is all just based on the feelings and emotion of one

nobody is qualified to tell u the things u are doing is right or wrong

even the happiest or most successful couple can tel u that

 one might get happiness but one also might get heart broken

and suffer alot where nobody can understands

the outcome of it is based on ur actions

whether to make it a happy thing or sorrow

it simple yet a complicated feeling

those who gt happiness out of it...congratulations

and keep it up so that u wont ever lose it

as for those who got nothing or gotten nightmares and sorrows

im sorry...and hope u will or can find a better person to fall in love to

snap out of it and think rationally

it is true that words are easier than actions but try ur very best

someone reminds me of this sentences

what is urs will eventually be urs

bt if its not urs even if u forced it...u will gain nothing

so just let go and let it be

let it flow on its own 

 

Genting & Seremban Trip

Tis trip started frm 17 april to 21 april

I had fun in tis trip...its a memorable wan

v went genting n stayed fr 1 night...

i even wore shorts n slipper wit desiree

OMG...ended up being scold by "papa" [hm]

hehehe...then de next day went to seremban to chill out

since v had ntg to do either...

3 of them admiring de indoor marry go round...hehe

tats wat u get when all r in 1 room...

they will never change...seriously !

its been so many time d n still...

then its seremban time...zzzz

v went fishing at lukut

although v didnt get any fish bt v had fun...

camwhore till...OMG i cant believe it either...hehe LOL

honmeng cutting de pig lung wit a 'parang' knife to use as bait fr fish

ishh actually its damn disgusting lo...

alot of blood come out n its freaking disgusting

n when soak inside sea water too long

tat thing change color [i swear]...

v all damn shocked...! it turn pale pinkish white

a beautiful sunset...awww so romantic !

they all fishing very seriously n im jz thr to be a deco...hahaha

later when at about 7pm wong n hongjun went to de car to gt torchlight

thn called honmeng's hp n ask us to go thr

then i n hm ran thr n de water is rising

then when v reach de car...OMG

de car is surrounded by sea water...!!!

de road in front also flooded wit sea water...

its like de car is stuck in the middle of the ocean...

so v quickly packed our things n put inside de car

n v all agreed tat only 1 ppl who drive the car

shd be inside n drive de car away quickly n safely

then de rest jz walk thr a.s.a.p !

then v realise someone is missing n rex is inside de car !

tat wan ahhh really 'kek sei' lor...

nvm then tat time is whr u can prove

whether ur slipper is at wat lvl of quality !

i n peichin prove tat padini slipper's quality is actually nt bad

bt at medium ny...cz halfway walking

de wave too strong so v took it out...

the floor is damn sharp n hongjun sacrifice himself fr us

haha...he gave me his crocs n he carry peichin...

at night...after dinner...as usual

its alcohol time ! n it has become our routine

whenever its on holiday or at special occasion

tis year our money used fr alcohols is also quite alot

bt who cares...v had fun everytime !

n different things happen everytime hahahaha LOL

first night's ingredient...

when i woke up i ended up see-ing tis 2 in the living room

in tat position...hahahahaha

2nd night's ingredient...

i ended up pretty drunk cz i freaking dizzy

dunno y everyone also same

i almost vomit out...n i ran to toilet

then biyan n rex came looking fr me

quickly ask me open de door in case of emergency

well i ended up really really very very dizzy

cz i saw black spots n everything moving

i called fr them n i jz sat thr at de floor waiting

they carry me to the bed n i straight away fall asleep !

OMGosh...then next morning kena wake up

by wong, biyan, rex n hongjun to hav makan trip fr de day

v ate damn alot lor...omg

n v manage to tapao de famous 'siu pao' n egg tart

i tapao 2 fr each n ended up makan habis by my bro

hongjun tapao 6 siupao n 6 meat pao

biyan tapao 6 siupao n 6 egg tart...

OMG...fat ahhh mz cut dwn on food d !